Sigh

Done with my intern life. Now to working life. :/
Working here and there, with my dad to entertainment to school. My schedule book is starting to get filled up with a lot of activities. I can see my holidays is not for me to rest but to work even more.

I don't know if I should look forward to the start of school or not. Looking forward is because I get to like really relax, play and have fun with my lovely classmates, Ozzumies. But on the other hand, I really dreaded what's coming after all the days and days of lessons - Tests and Exams. I hate papers. They just give me a lot of pressure. A lot. Why must they make studying such a torture with all these Must-have-good-grades-if-not-out-you-go environment. It shouldn't work this way. Life shouldn't be all about grades, especially when your childhood should be filled with fun and laughter, not the noise of comparison of grades. Everything seems to have went absolutely wrong in this world. sigh. Talk about those pressure the society loves to put on your shoulder, unknowingly. All they would say is "It's for your future, your own good." -roll eyes-

So, my future all lies on the number and alphabets on my report book. Thanks so much.
Tell me, how many of us remember what came out for tests and exams? How many of us remembered the questions and answers to it? What we usually do, is empty our brain straight after we exit the examination room, or maybe from the moment we hand in our paper or maybe from the moment we decided that we had finished the paper and not going to do any further checking. Those numbers and alphabets on our report book reflect how much knowledge we have? Bullshit. Believe me, one can fail a paper but actually had more knowledge or even experience than the one who always score A or 100 for their paper.

Why let our life to be manipulated by those numbers and alphabets?

I know I couldn't ignore. Because, to survive, we have to adapt. The world works this way, we have to do things this way too.

Conclusion: Sad Life.

Thanks.