Wow

Oh my god, I really wonder whether blogger's stats is true or not. LOLOLOL
Look kind of fake. So many readers in oct? :O


Is it because of my tumblr's picture? hahaha.
There's even people got directed to my blog through google and some unknown private blogs.
-frowns-
I can't even see who.
AND SOMEONE SURPRISED ME. ENORMOUSFATFAT, didn't know she link me.
hahaha, now then I know her blog URL.
Kay, whatever. I'm slow. That's because I don't stalk people. -.-

Okay, let's say something interesting.
I got scolded by a God yesterday. :(
Ahhhh, I'm not kidding like seriously.
My mum and aunt are asking about their own stuff, then the God is drawing on some paper (I don't know how to say) to let us burn and drink or what?
Then he suddenly turn his head and look at me.
And I sensed something wrong.
He turned back and turned to me again!
I was thinking "Ah, shit."
Then :((( he scolded me. LOLLLL.

He scolded me for

• running about instead of going home.

[Okay, I admit. But that's last last week? :( Now the places I always go is NP and NP only. Does movie with cousins & sibling counts? LOL, then I'm going out again this week.]

• treat friends very well, treat parents bad.

[Erm, also not that bad right? LOLLLL. Never quarrel already! -innocent eyes-]

• parents say about me for one sentence, I fight back with 10 sentence.

[Haiyoooo, sometimes I really can't help with my temper. I've been trying to control already. :(]
So, he told me to be good and stay home, listen to parents.
Tia Bo? Orh. T^T

hahaha, but funny thing is after that my aunt told my uncle about that incident, he says "You should tell 'him' you didn't talk back 10 sentence, only 9." hahaha
But truthfully speaking, I'm lazy to say that much too. Maybe 2-3 sentence only? hahahaha.
Ah, okay. Jokes aside.

I know whatever my parents say are for my own good, it's not that I treat them badly or what, it just that I don't know how to express my feelings.
You are my parents you should know, cause you don't know how to express too.
hahaha, what a genes.
I tried to listen, but sometimes the tone of yours will make me feel hurt, so I'll naturally build up that wall to defend myself.
Sometimes, I admit, I didn't want to listen cause I'm plain lazy to help you. :P
HAHAHA.
Ah, okokokok. I'm trying to get rid of my laziness too.
But lazy is too sinful, it makes people fall deeper. X:


Okay, when I say "Orh." I really mean it.
I'm trying to, cause I have a dream.
I don't dare to say this dream out, cause I don't want it to be words without actions.
I hate empty words, empty promises.
I don't like to say it and come to realise I can't achieve it.
I'm working hard towards that dream of mine, wait for me.
I want to achieve it and show it to you, insead of just saying and let you pin hopes.
I don't like what ifs. So I won't let you pin hopes and get me thinking "What if, I can't do it."


All you have to know, mummy and daddy, I love you. :)
All the best in your career, I'll try my best to be here if you need my help.
I can't gurantee, but I'll try. Cause I still have my own work to do. hahaha.

Projects are coming soon.