hate

I hate it when my mum says "I won't be with you forever ... ... "
I hate to think of the day they will leave.
I hate it.

I'm so scared, scared of that day to come.
I know, it's parts & parcel of life, but please, it's easier said than done.

I'm really am afraid..
I really can't imagine days and months and years without them.
So afraid that I'll tear.

Can I leave first? :'(