Happy Mommy Day.

Happy Mother Day! :D

Dear Mummy,

Happy Mother Day. Thank you for all you had done for me for these past 17years, to bring me to what I am now. You gave me a wonderful childhood, you gave me enough freedom than most of the child out there, you gave me choices, you gave me the opportunity to make decisions for my own instead of "forcing" me to go the way you wanted me to. Though you are really naggy at times, but I know you kept repeating yourself because you're afraid we will forget what you've said. Just like you or others would always say: "It's for your own good."

2006 was the year you lived in fear for us, but we got through it together. :) I still remember that night vividly, you cried and I cried with you secretly. Problems kept surfacing and though it does not concern you but you fret over them and you have to face those problems and our family's too. It've been hard on you. Thank you and because of that, white hair started to invade your black hair.

Then during my Secondary School Life, I know I've let you down. I was out all day, home only at night. You tried to hint me to come home early and accompany you, but I did not take any notice. This goes on for 3years and on the fourth year, something hit me: Family is the most important people in my life. I realised that too late, I'm sorry.

On 2010, I took my O's result, it did not came out well. I know, I know you are freaking disappointed, but you didn't say much. You wanted me to get into Accountancy so much, but when I was rejected, and got into Audio Visual Tech, you tried to help me by asking around on Appealing. But when I say I'll just stay put in that course, you just let me go ahead with my choice. You did not discourage me in going that course. Thank you so much, cause your encouragement helps a lot. It pushes me to accept that course even more. You told me to not regret it, and yes, I did not regret it. :)

I'm sorry that I lost my patience on you. I could hear the sadness in your voice when I raise my voice/reply you with fustration. I regretted doing so. I'm sorry I just could not control myself.

Thank you so much for these 17years. You provided all the food and neccessities I need and want, you and daddy gave me Life. Though sometimes I'll just wish I was not born, but with you and daddy, family and cousins, and the friends I have now, walking this path with me, I'm contented and happy. I can proudly say that I'm living my every day happily now. :D

Thank you so much, for everything.

I love you, mummy.

&my family, relatives and friends.

Thank you. :)